night time cuddles

Children are intuitive. Luna has been very cuddly and loving. Trying to bring me water and food alot. She is still energetic and rowdy and has to be reminded to be careful with my body as I'm sorry nauseous and very tired. So she hurts me easily. But how loving she is. 

Needing to know her mummy is close. 


How I want to be close with her for as long as I can. 

Cuddled up back to back she suckles on her bottle. A sound I'm so in love with right now. Her warmth I am so in love with. 


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